Yet, for me, it doesn’t. I can almost feel stronger from these storms of life. It’s possible, that, given every other bad circumstance in my life, growing up, I’ve become used to dealing with it, and knowing how to feel; recognizing the pain. Yet, no matter how many times you go through those types of situations, no matter how well you’ve become a friend to the pain, sadness and loneliness…it still hurts you when it hits, even if expected.
The good news though, as I said before…it makes you stronger. You learn to rise up from the ruins. Not feel like a lost ghost who’s just existing, but not living…seeing, but not believing.
“Got to hang on, want to belong, knows what to do….ghost in the ruins…”